The Blessed Child

There’s so much rush around me, But I find myself sitting quietly, Thoughts performing a Brownian motion on my mind, Taking me to another world, leaving my physical self behind... I can’t get hold of the streams of ideas running around, But they somehow are able to keep me bound, A bit of this, a chunk of that... Adding to them is whatever I have. I feel I am best when I am with me, Only then can I set my mind free. I’m true, I’m honest and I’m faithful towards myself... And for the others it’s nothing but playing safe. Trusting others has always been a pain for my heart, Every time it has been left betrayed and scarred. But still I trust people- few of them that is; And they do the same what their foregoer did with ease. They are a show of selfishness and superficiality, They know it doesn’t pay to be high on morality. I should learn from them all these and more, And bask in the attention that comes in galore. My heart says it won’t let me become like this... My mind argues being like...

To start with, I must admit I was eyeing this space for quite a long time but was indecisive on the topic to delve with. Then I thought what better topic to write on than Mr. Shah Rukh Khan. Some of you might feel this girl has gone crazy, the answer is a “Yes” for the people who haven’t experienced his charisma and the answer is an even more powerful “Yes” for the people who have experienced the craziness for him. So why do “WE” love Shah Rukh Khan? For his acting, stardom, fame, brand value, popularity all over the world and success? Yes we do admire him for all these but fans (err followers) like us love him more for the following reasons... A self-made man- Whatever SRK is, and whatever he is going to be, is all because he believed in himself, his parents and God. SRK had no godfather. He was just a common guy, with average looks and no filmy background and now he is the KING of Bollywood. This is what we call determination and hard work can take you to unattainable heights. Humili...

My life's like a small sphere, and you are the centre of it, The only thing I do is loving you and with a true heart I admit. Hope you be the little star, Around which I have my universe, And be with me forever, Overcoming all the curse, Tell me once, only once that you love me, And for you I will give away my life smilingly. Loving you was all that I could, Loving you didn't depend on my mood, Love was always between us, Did we lose it 'coz of all these rush? If I tell you I still love you, Would you ask me, "Really, you do?" And "Yeah", my answer would be, I can't stay with my incomplete me. Com'on let's be together again, Did you forget how we'd dance in the rain? Completely drenched, warmed by a cup of tea, It was only and only you and me.

It’s been said there are 2 worlds- the real world and the virtual one but for some people there is another world and that is the one that exists between the above mentioned two. Here evolves a story of a group of friends who have never met each other (except a very few of them) nor are they related to each other by any homebred relations but still they have stayed with each other through the tests of time. Since our childhood we have seen several facets of friendship or may I say relationships that used the cloak of friendship till it was needed and threw it away once the need was fulfilled and by the time we reached our adolescent we realized that we are yet to learn what a true friendship and who a true friend are. We are cautious to be friends with people whom we know physically, leave apart being friends with people whom we have never known or seen. But still, despite of all such pull backs, there exists some relations which go beyond everything and the friendship between this bunc...

I have seen very few people who are able to admit their inabilities and I consider myself lucky to be one of those few who can do so without feeling ashamed. I don’t feel bad to write about my shortcomings because these are those subtle things that make a complete me out of me. I am strong enough to say that- Yes I am unable to do this; I don’t know how to do that... and I am ready to learn from the people who have mastered the ability to do what I can’t. I admit I don’t know… How to fake a smile, How to put up a cheerful face when I am feeling irritated, sad or both, How to forget those small moments which made up my life once upon a time, How to ignore those places, those incidents that made us bind together, How to fool myself and others around as if everything is okay, How to keep others satisfied by listening to them and doing stuffs as per their demand, How to say “Yes” when the only thing that’s on my mind is a big NO, How to believe that I am being cheated, bluffed and tricked ...

Once more I’d be left alone, The pang of desertion would haunt me, Blankly I look out at the grey landscape, Wondering how would I breathe without thee. Lovely days, lovelier nights made my life a dream run, I couldn’t think of life to be nothing but a ride of fun, All the time I dreamt of being happier, By cherishing all the moments that we spent together, Now the fingers are loosening up, the hands becoming numb, All the memories draining away the more I try to crump. I am losing my belongingness, my life beat, Still trying to figure out is this the last time we are going to meet? Lonesome Love Alone I walked through the deserted path, My thoughts wandered through the lost woods, My feelings trampled and nabbed.. My heart played truant, I felt like a compelled infant, And fell in love with you. Now I feel was it the right thing to do? How foolish was I!! Who couldn't see through your lie.. Never did you love me, But I still unconditionally loved thee. Some say love is sweet, othe...

Life is fun. Its happiness unbound. It teaches you how to live... it helps you to smile when we feel left out from the world... life is cute, fun, enjoyable... you know how to live only when you know how to smile when conditions are adverse (or they are least expected). People come and go... but life remains with you... it's your best best companion... it remains with you when everything else leaves you... I don't know why but I feel one should live life to the utmost... Yes... One should do that... Why sacrifice on the most precious gift that God has given to us?? It would be like not complying to God's wishes... which is hard for me to do... When you feel all alone... just think of your best asset... for me it's my life... it's for this that I am alive... people say I am selfish... yes... I am like that... it's all because I feel if I don't know how to live life then what do I know?? Is it wrong to feel happy about life... no it isn’t... that's why I ...

There is an angel, who's a part of my little world, He makes me smile, laugh and enjoy the dreams unfurled, He's been with me whenever I needed a guiding star, And has shown me the way like a perfect torch bearer, It's tough to explain what he means to me, He is the one who has taught me to live the way I want to be, His smile, his presence, his melting brown eyes, Are nothing but healer of my worries in disguise, He casts his charming spell with so much ease, That it makes me go weak in my knees, Here's wishing this God's favourite child a happy birthday, May his whole life be blessed with mirth, luck and love all the way!! Happy Birthday Shah Rukh Khan.. <3 Proud to be a Shah Rukh Khan follower \m/

An entry to a new world - the bloggers' world. I know that I am a late entrant but till this time I didn't feel like blogging my way. At one point of time I used to rather dislike blogging but now the time has come when I feel if it is the way then this is the way and blogging that is. As a first day note, I feel my blog is poorly edited with no proper "about me", some gadgets (don't know what they are) and some other descriptions but I feel I will be able to enrich my blog with the scribbles that I keep on jotting down now and then, here and there. Writing is the best way to know how you are feeling. I have experienced how much nice I feel every time I pen down things which are running haphazardly on my mind. Thoughts, feelings, ideas are transient but powerful. When they come to your mind, they engross you into themselves, make you run after them, if you are successful you are happy but if you ain't there comes the dilemma. You don't know whether to move...